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I Did It for My Country

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I Did It for My Country is a revelatory account of Sirhan Sirhan and the political dimensions of the assassination of Robert F. Kennedy.
  • 28 July 2026
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In June 1968, a twenty-four-year-old Palestinian immigrant named Sirhan B. Sirhan assassinated Senator Robert F. Kennedy, marking yet another killing in a decade haunted by political violence. As he was being subdued, Sirhan shouted, “I can explain. I did it for my country,” by which he meant Palestine. On trial, he testified that his motives included opposition to Zionism, with particular anger directed toward Kennedy because of the senator’s call for arms sales to Israel. Despite Sirhan’s confessions, the significance of the Arab-Israeli conflict to the slaying largely escaped notice—or was actively obscured.

I Did It for My Country is a revelatory account of Sirhan and the political dimensions of the assassination of Robert F. Kennedy. It illuminates Sirhan’s Palestinian background, war-torn childhood, and experience of displacement, considering to what extent trauma contributed to his mental health problems. Michael R. Fischbach uncovers how prominent actors—from the United States and Middle Eastern governments to Jewish and Arab American groups—deliberately depoliticized the assassination by downplaying Sirhan’s grievances about American support for Israel. He also examines why US authorities investigated possible Arab co-conspirators and explores how Palestinians understood Sirhan’s action, as well as how Sirhan has maintained his Palestinian nationalism during his decades in prison. Drawing on in-depth archival research—including FBI and CIA documents—this book pinpoints a missed opportunity to consider how US foreign policy could affect domestic security.

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Price: $30.00
Pages: 392
Publisher: Columbia University Press
Imprint: Columbia University Press
Publication Date: 28 July 2026
Trim Size: 9.00 X 6.00 in
ISBN: 9780231222112
Format: Paperback
BISACs: HISTORY / United States / 20th Century, HISTORY / Middle East / Israel & Palestine, HISTORY / Modern / 20th Century / General, POLITICAL SCIENCE / Security (National & International)
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I Did It for My Country examines the intriguing story of a troubled Palestinian refugee, Sirhan Sirhan. Tracing Sirhan’s American journey in the 1960s, Michael R. Fischbach asks probing questions and delivers convincing answers. This fine book lucidly demonstrates how the 1948 Israel-Palestine conflict impacted Sirhan Sirhan’s motives, the life of Bobby Kennedy, and American history.
— Terry H. Anderson, author of The Sixties

It has been almost sixty years since Sirhan Sirhan murdered Robert F. Kennedy in a cramped corridor of Los Angeles’s Ambassador Hotel. But with his revelatory reconstruction of Sirhan’s tortured life and the fierce politics it produced, Fischbach makes that horrific moment stunningly relevant. Read this important book for the tragic history it uncovers—and the light it sheds on our own torturous times.
— Kevin Boyle, author of The Shattering: America in the 1960s

Fischbach’s carefully researched and enlightening study of Sirhan Sirhan’s assassination of Robert F. Kennedy uncovers surprising connections to US-Middle East relations. Especially striking are his findings on the competing efforts, in the Middle East and the United States alike, to amplify—or to bury—Sirhan’s Palestinian political motives.
— Pamela Pennock, author of Rethinking Arab American Activism

Michael R. Fischbach again demonstrates that he is one of today’s finest historians, no matter the subject or period. He delivers a major revelation: that Sirhan Sirhan was a dedicated Palestinian nationalist who murdered Robert F. Kennedy in the name of the Palestinian cause. With unrattled poise, he presents the assassination as part of the long arc of the Arab-Israeli conflict, which continues to destabilize the world.
— Jeremy Varon, author of Our Grief Is Not a Cry for War: The Movement to Stop the War on Terror
Michael R. Fischbach is professor of history at Randolph-Macon College. His books include The Movement and the Middle East: How the Arab-Israeli Conflict Divided the American Left (2019); Black Power and Palestine: Transnational Countries of Color (2018); and Records of Dispossession: Palestinian Refugee Property and the Arab-Israeli Conflict (2003).

Preface
Introduction
1. The Nakba and the Young Refugee
2. The American Dream?
3. Kennedy and the Angry Palestinian
4. Sirhan on Trial
5. Violence and Trauma
6. An Arab Connection?
7. Attempts to Politicize the Assassination
8. Depoliticization of the Assassination
9. The Palestinian Embrace of Sirhan
10. Political Prisoner?
Conclusion: Echoes
Acknowledgments
A Note on Abbreviations
Notes
Bibliography
Index