A night of thrills. A secret goodbye. A new love that changes everything.

Four months after her older brother’s death, Eva isn’t ready to say goodbye—but she is ready for the county fair.

Fourteen-year-old Eva gathers her closest friends for their annual night of rollercoasters, spicy food, and rigged carnival games. It’s supposed to be one last normal night before summer slips away. But Eva is carrying a secret: tucked into a thermos is her brother’s ashes, and between each ride, she and her friends plan to scatter him across the fairgrounds he loved most.

As the night unfolds, grief gives way to reckless courage. Friendships strain under the weight of unspoken truths. And Eva finds herself drawn—terrifyingly, tenderly—to Clare, the first girl she’s ever crushed on, in a moment where desire and loss blur together.

With every stolen goodbye, the stakes rise. What began as an act of devotion becomes a risk that could cost them everything: their freedom, their friendships, and the fragile hope of moving forward.

Tender, emotionally raw, and quietly devastating, Our Last Fall is a sapphic coming-of-age novel about grief that refuses to behave, first love that arrives in the wreckage, and one night that teaches Eva how to go on—without forgetting.